14/09/2008

melodrama and misery.

FOREWARD.

This blog is long overdue. I have been meaning to write about loads of different things over the last couple of weeks but have been preocupied in someway or another so now am just gunna join em up k?

WARNING
This blog is epic those with the reading capeablilitys of a blind mole rate leave now. Those with the attention span of a ADHD child or sali hufton leave now. Those with a cunning eye for spelling mistakes must leave now or facce the start of a new hobbie.

MELODRAMA in life.
Havnt you heard? We broke up things just wernt how i had hoped my entire life and now when ever i look into his eyes all see is the toment he put my through and the trust he broke. *takes bow* thank you thank you. That wa sa delightful example of "real life" melodrama the same melodram that people use everyday. Lets take a gander further into my example (based on real remarks)
Yes i guessed u took his name off your msn. your entire life? your 15 years old what life? if you have "lived" at all then your doing somethign wrong and need to slow the fuck down. Same rules apply if you had hopes for a true love this early on. Look inot his eyes? torment? you mean that time when he acidently left you hangin or when he was jokin around and called u fat? trust? it takes years to earn true trust. You wer goin out weeks perhaps? he cheated on you you say? WOW then someone bet on the wrong horse didnt they? funny really mabey if you spent less time blabing to yuor friends that he is mr wonder guy and spent more time actualy getting to know him and understand who he is he might not have to get he sex kicks form somewhere else.

There one example ripped. True the example was fictional but they are real situations like this everywhere but mostly worksop. Worksopians LOOOOVE the melodrama. EVERYTHING is life death and true love. Boyfriends aare potentioal husbands rather then somebody to be close to. When your single you NEED to find a certain type of boy or NEED to find yourself. Everything is a play somehting far greater form the truth. Every little action is amplifyed. a Boyfriend hanigng up is a sign he doesnt want to speak to her anymore. We yeah if he hung up mid sentence but when its at the end mabey your just fucking retarded?

Ok i think u get my drift if not drink some of whatever you n00bs drink these days and read it again until it makes sense. Now to explain why the fuck these sad 12-17 year olds do this shit all the time.
My theory is this, They lead piontles mundane rushed lives.
Since preschol each one has been told they are special that they will be rich they will be famous they can have asports car, a big tv, a boat or a house on cribs. They are told that if they tryed hard enough they could do anything. This sadly isnt true for any of them. If everyone could why doesnt everyone? because they cant instead they start a fucking mundane job for mundane pay live in a shitty mundane house with a shitty mundane family and rott away your average worthless mundane lives.
This explains both the need ot dramatize there lives with melodrama and the use of melodrama due to expectancy of something great or potentioaly great. Media doesnt help either.

PART 2

I have something for youto think about if you have even got this far.
Its about your future. Whats the piont? ok so you get a job and earn loads of money. great. wheres that gunna go? on stuff right? whats the stuff gunna do? make u happy u say? until new stuff right? so you need more money? so you need to work more?
ok ok so you have a family wiht kids, So what? you procreated, you did what everyone and anythign on earth can do and passe don your genres. Can you fele satisfyed that all you have to show for your entire life is a hybrid of you your wife and the enviroment he/she was brought up in?
ok so you found god? and...? despite what you keep telling yourself for comfot it didnt fill that gap did it? you still feel that bitter emptynes. And you doubt, even a little you still doubt.

I think we are all unhappy and rightfuly so. Why are we unhappy because everything is piontless and hollow and ultimatly meaningless due to the inevitablility of death.
So how can we be happy?

wtf do i look like buddha?

.Akco.

1 comment:

Dom said...

your not fat enough to look like buddha. oh and i can't resist;
FIRST POST!!!11one!!1